Waiting, waiting, waiting!!

Well folks, we are almost to week 29!

I've been home for a week and a half and have had two appointments with Children's Mercy. From now until week 32 I will be scheduled for weekly appointments and starting on week 32 I will be scheduled for bi-weekly appointments. These appointments are very long and exhausting for this momma! We start off with a very long ultrasound where they track his movements for 30 minutes straight. During these 30 minutes Clark has to pass an eight point test called "BBP Testing," he has to move his body 3 times, move his extremities 5 times and practice his breathing for 30 consecutive seconds. He has had this test twice now and passed with 100% both times. If he fails the test then we have to undergo extra monitoring; so it's not a huge deal if he doesn't pass every time, but would be concerning if he regularly failed the testing. During the ultrasound he is measured to check his body size, weight, ventricles, and the amniotic fluid; they also check my internal incisions and Clark's incision. After the ultrasound we do what's called 'non-stress' and they track Clark's heartbeat for 20 minutes and watch for contractions.

At our appointment last week Clark's ventricles measured at 17mm and 17mm, one side has gotten a little bigger but this is part of the healing process and we were told to expect that they will continue to get a little larger. I had no signs of membrane separation, which is an indication of premature labor. The appointment went very well and had we had nothing but good news to come from it.

Clark taking a drink! Look at that little mouth open!

Today we had our second appointment and Clark's ventricles measured at 18mm and 19mm and he passed his BBP testing with flying colors. We got to see his face very clearly today and the ultrasound tech kept the camera on his face for about five minutes just so we could watch his cute little face! We got to see him yawn, drink some amniotic fluid (he was very thirsty!) and watch him play with his tongue! Unfortunately, today they noticed that I have some membrane separation and some amniotic fluid leakage that is concerning to the doctors. They monitored me on the non-stress test for longer than usual to make sure I was not having contractions and checked to verify that my water did not break and it has not so far. The doctors want me to come in on Friday to check up to make sure that there is no further membrane separation and that Clark still has enough amniotic fluid surrounding him. If there is more membrane separation or if I am leaking too much fluid, they will have to hospitalize me until they decide it is safe enough to deliver Clark.

Praises
- Clark's movements are amazing and he is doing so well at practicing his breathing!

Clark's face in 3D! So precious!

- My pain has been manageable and I am finally starting to wean off narcotics and able to use Tylenol for pain control.
- I am home!
- Our support system has been amazing! We are so lucky to have mom's that are willing to spend their days watching and taking care of me and our house!

Prayers
- Although it is expected that Clark's ventricles might get larger, it's never easy seeing that number go up. We ask for prayer that the swelling slows down or stops all together.
- We ask for prayer that I don't continue to show membrane separation and that the leakage stops.

Much love, Cyrena

Thursday, April 10th, 2014----Day +3 Since Surgery

Update from Cameron's mom, Jill, this morning at 11am:
Cyrena is doing great! She's off all machines and even got up and walked a little this morning!! She looks so good. What a champion mama she is! Praise the Lord for His goodness.

Cyrena is such a trooper!

 Update from Jill at Noon:

OK everyone... Pray. Cyrena is adjusting to getting pain relief from oral meds and being up. She is experiencing a lot of pain at the moment. The nurse put the monitor back on and she is contracting. Please pray!

Update from Cyrena’s mom, Julie, at 1:40pm:

Immediate prayer. .Cyrena has started contracting and low grade fever...serious situation..please pray

Update from Jill at 2:30pm:

They are checking everything…pray no infection.

Update from Julie at 2:45pm:

Update!! Prayer warriors...wow..her fever disappeared. ..contractions have slowed! !! She is finally comfortable. The nurse she didn't know how her fever disappeared. .! Will keep you updated.

Update from Jill at 3:30pm:

OK, no infection. Ultrasound was good. She was able to get up and go to the bathroom which helped. Clark’s heart rate is a little high. Contractions are much less both in time and intensity. We still need them to stop and for Clark’s heart rate to come down.

We just learned how quickly things can turn, but praise God His Hand remains steady.

Update from Jill at 5pm:

Cyrena is doing much better. They think it was a combination of bladder issue and not staying ahead of the pain. Cyrena had a low grade fever and they said if there had been an infection they would have delivered Clark today! Praise God that didn't happen!! Clark's heart rate has come back down, too. We are all breathing once again!

Update from Cyrena at 5:45pm:

Today has been okay. I had a rough start this morning and was contracting for over an hour. We are very excited that the contractions slowed, we want to keep Clark in there for at least 2 months! I'm doing so much better now but I'm still having abdominal pain. (Which is normal and expected) Clark's heart rate has been high today and they aren't too concerned about it because overall his movements and such are great! Thank you for all your love, prayers and support!

Update from Julie at 8:45pm:

Dearest friends and family, Cyrena came through all the pain and contractions.. Fever gone and is resting comfortably. I am pretty sure that this was the worst day of my life and the best day of my life. She was amazing..breathing through the contractions..following instructions..a new iv and other sticks..uncomfortable positions..hands in sensitive areas..poking..prodding and on top of it dealing with two major surgery sites. Lyle and I are so proud of this young mother. Our son in law couldn't be more attentive, caring and strong. God indeed knew he picked the right parents for our little guy Clark. As for all of you...how blessed we are for every one of you for the love you send us thru likes and comments. I thank God for all of you and ask that He bless you all for helping us through this journey..

Wednesday, April 9th, 2014--Day +2 Since Surgery

From Julie at 12:30pm:
Update: it was so wonderful to walk into Cyrena's room and hear her sweet voice and see her smile! They will take her off the med that stops contractions and remove the epidural this afternoon. It may be a rough transition, but evidently an improvement. Cameron is doing well considering his constant care of Cyrena. Clark is moving around and they have to chase him around Cyrena's abdomen to attach the heart monitor. It took half an our followed by an ultrasound to find him hiding out the lowest area he could find! Thanks for checking in and prayers...love Julie

From Jill at 12:30pm:
Cyrena slept through the night! Praise the Lord! Cam was able to get some sleep, too. They would like for her breathing to be deeper, her oxygen is now in her mouth. Please pray that with breathing exercises she will get deeper breaths. 

From Jill at 2:30pm:
More praises to God! Cam was having to take this week off work with no pay. His coworkers have donated vacation days to him for this week!!! Can you even?? My dear friend Lisa said to me early on "Our Father has this..." And does He ever. Praise His Name.

Tuesday, April 8, 2014--Day +1 Since Surgery

From Jill at 10am:
OK everyone Cyrena is having a rough morning. They were told to expect today to be the worst day. She's had a few contractions also expected but we want them to stop. Please pray. Clark's doing fine. Starting to wake up and move which is good but adds to the pain. Thank you so much.

From Julie at 11:15am:
Update: Cyrena, Cameron, and Clark's journey continues. The meds that stop contractions cause great discomfort for Cyrena. Because they angered the uterus with the surgery it wants to contract. She is fighting the pain like a trooper and they told her it would be the most miserable for the next two or three days. Your love, concerns and messages have been appreciated and amazing. ..I can't thank you enough...when I feel down I remember all of you behind us...Cyrena is amazing...as tired and in pain as she is, she is being so strong and sweet..smiling at her medical team and thanking them...

From Jill at 4:30pm:
Cyrena is now sleeping pretty well. Really the first time all day. Thank you for praying. Cam is good. He's very tired, but being such a good husband and daddy!

Monday, April 7th--Surgery Day!

Update from Cyrena's Mom, Julie at 1:45pm--
Prayers please...Cyrena just went back for her surgery...I am at a loss for words...thanks for the prayers along the way. I am a mess...yes I know God is all over this, but I just seem to be scared anyway...Cameron is amazing and peaceful...Lyle is about like me:) As soon as we have updates I will share.....thanks for your support .....she should be out in 4-5 hours..

 Update from Cameron's Mom, Jill, at 5:35pm--
 We are giving all the glory to God...the doctors said that everything went just like clockwork!! They finished Clark's part in UNDER 20 minutes. They were able to use his own skin for closure and did not have to use a skin patch. Only the Lord... Cyrena did so well, that sweet little Mama. She is in recovery with Cam. Now our prayer is that there will be no contraction...s and that Clark's spine and cerebellum will settle in their right place. We are overwhelmed with God's grace to us. He heard and answered your prayers. May you all be blessed as you have blessed us!

Update from Julie at 5:45pm--
Praise God!! Surgery is done, Cyrena is awake and Clark is a trooper! ! thank you all for your prayers and thoughts and support. Please continue. .He listens and is pouring out blessings! I will keep everyone updated...

Tomorrow is Surgery Day!

Surgery is tomorrow! Just wanted to give everyone a heads up that my phone will be off 9:30ish am Denver time and will remain off until I'm feeling well enough to respond. Cameron will keep you guys updated as much as he feels up to it, but please keep in mind that this will be a very sensitive and stressful time so please don't bug him too much! We love you all and will post in the morning before I go under at 11:30a Denver time.

MRI Picture of baby Clark from the end of March

Baby Clark at 24 weeks. So sweet!